I....

Am so ashamed of Myself for not seeing what was right there the whole time......

Thoughts and Rants and Stuffs

I Am Alive

I think I am, I think I can, I know I Love, Sam I Am.

Through the morass of doubt and chaos emerges a victor to triumph over the forces of evil. it is not always the same way, it is not always on time, however it is the one thing in the world that I have to count on to not go out and kill every motherfucking douche-bag I see. I have to know that the good guys win.

Peace be The Journey as they say.

I love you all, I truly do, I am feeling that more and more as time goes on in My life. I love so easily and quickly that it frightens some and invigorates Me.

Know those who read this are loved, cherished, remembered and kept close to a heart that will suffer no foolish misgivings of trust.

Two minor and inconsequential things I hope someone will notice.

Should I stay here or go to Wordpress.com?

Secondly, I have 50,000 words of erotica I want to publish, is it worth the effort?

Like I said I love you all and peace be the journey.

Awake...Again

Like I said, it isn't the worst thing in the world. I was actually asleep this time. I have no idea how long he was out here before he started making enough noise to wake Me up. He didn't scream or cry, he just made noise, as we all do when we are awake.

Watching Iron Chef again. We have never figured out precisely why, but he has always loved the Food Network, he smiles and laughs through most of the shows and we have it pinned tot he bright colors they tend to use or the loud voices the hosts use. Either way, in it's own way it has saved me a lot of grief.

Tomorrow I start My work cycle again, Friday, Sunday and Tuesday evenings. I wish I could say that I was content with the hours I get, however one takes what one can when one can get it. If nothing else, it will help me tone up, it is about a mile there and back I have to walk and I am on My feet lifting for pretty much the entire night.

Why am I obsessed with My Vineyard on Facebook?

The Delights of 5 A.M.

I am not bitching really, My youngest is Autistic, he has no idea that it is 5, or that was a little after one hen Mommy brought him out, or that Daddy was just getting to sleep in a surprising twist of fate.

He just doesn't know.

I do though.

I have watched Bobby Flay and Robert Irvine, the Magic Bullet, Ninja and H₂O Mop. I know it is a boring revue, but in the end, it has uncovered to me a universal truth.

I have a little over 1300 channels and I CHOSE to watch what I just listed.

Do that put in a pipe thing.